Walking away.

If there were any things that weren't said then maybe those things were better off unsaid. I was not gonna go through the same agony, We were once the youngest of toddlers, playing recklessly without concern, but how the tides have changed, what I had is now what I yearn.

He was a special man, stood out from all the rest, was so selfless at times,And that’s why he was truly the best.but as we inevitably grew older,left our youth behind,It was time to let go of the past,There was no use in being blind. I knew from the beginning it was just too good to be true yet did not think it would end so soon, I guess he had finally made his dicision and i was not gonna hold it against him, he did what was right and what any noble being would do.

My heart was slowly adjusting,to continue life without that charmer,but I knew that I will never be alone because, He will always be my knight in shining armor. My  heart was at ease i actually thought i would be devastated i've always detested living a lie. and deep within i believed theres a lodestar in the horizon less landscape, to which no belief is anchored and God willing we would both navigate.

Goodbye always seems to be the hardest word, but it was time;  i knew there was never a right time to say goodbye but it was better than standing in his way and a lady knows when to go away, Time was closing in on us quicker than I would have wanted it to,I tried to make the moments last; but still they slipped away anyway. Our time together lessened with each tick of the clock, the moment I had feared continued to draw closer i was already saying goodbye to someone I loved with every inch of my soul watching him leave was more throbbing than i ever thought it would be

There was nothing more I could do,nothing left except time and distance. A long and lonely stretch of highway that separated our love how i yearned to believe that saying goodbye did not always mean forever there would be time to say hello again, till then i had to accept what was.
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